Thursday, December 2, 2010

A long time

So, after a long time i got the opportunity again to share some general happenings of my simple life.

After the dawn of the "new" guy (that is after i went to a short religious trip), things and thoughts changed a lot towards more logical thinking and approach. Until recently things like honesty, courage, standing with your principles even when the worlds against it were impossible to even think. But now things took a different perspective altogether. A sense of responsibility and seriousness took over.


As i mentioned in my previous posts, I was placed in L&T Infotech and it has been a bit over 1.8yrs since i got placed but am yet to receive the confirmed joining date from them. Though they have mentioned a tentative date of mid-December but no perfect dates in hand yet. But you know what, i am not at all worried or even a least bit tensed about the course of events. This is something which is unusual from my perspective too. But something in me tells me that god has some better plans for me.

Lets give you an overview of the recent turn my life took.

First, out of the blue, my current company called me around a year back. And since that time my journey started. First, started with Blackberry SDK. I was informed by the company that i had to work on Blackberry programming but the company doesn't have any experience in this particular field and i was the chosen one to download and configure the SDKs.

Well well well thus started my journey with the uncommon and by gods grace the first Blackberry SDK got installed on my PC. Though the programming i felt was a bit tough but i soon got hang of it and started our first project - (Hang on to your nerves) "An online streaming Radio". As you must have guessed with the name itself, it was tough and required a lot of research and aspirins to understand how it can be done.

After a lot of research and 3strips of Aspirin finally we came to the conclusion that we had taken more than we could have digested and my company gave another blow. They told me to shift my attention to "Android". Something which not many organisations had been successful in. This again required the monotonous task of reading a lot of stuff and the gigantic task of understanding it too.

Fast forwarding a bit, i somehow by gods grace completed the basics of it and we were on our way to make a successful project, kkrrrrrrrrr... Breaks were applied. The Blackberry client wanted the project to progress as he was happy with the turn of events. "Great" was the first word which came to my mind but i brushed it off for a fresh new word "How".

A lot of frantic searches later i came upon a code snippet which to some extent guided me and that resulted in a lot of brainstorming sessions and ultimately the completion of a great project which can by all means be considered exceptional. By gods grace all went well and our project ultimately converted to a real project.

The only problem later on turned out that the client wanted it to be faster than it possibly could be (with us programming it that is). Convincing the client took far more than what we could fathom and resulted in a projected going down the drain. My first project and first for the company too was a failure without any logical reasons (except being a tad too slow).

Not to worry, the Android project was awaiting to cheer me up and it did. Coz in a couple of days i could make things work by gods grace and it resulted in successful completion of one module. The other modules followed just like a herd of Emu(do they really follow each other??). And lo and behold my first project (successful one) took shape and finally finished................

Sunday, April 12, 2009

A new leaf

HI again,
ya its a long time since i last blogged... The life has changed a lot from that time... the company which i mentioned as too professional has since then stopped recruitment and m on the strangleholds of loosing my only placement...

Life has also changed in the sense that i'm gonna leave my college and start a life of doom soon... All expectations are mounting and all friends in our class are really really desperate in searching for a job...

Family problems followed after the placements and my singular family broke and crumbled...
The problem grew bigger and bigger and before we could guess there was a invisible wall built between our 2 families... my dads dream came crashing down... the famous joint family dream we all saw..

no1 is to be blamed here... everything was the situations fault but i'm sure the things would have been different if my uncle could hav taken things more positively...

Anyways, lets come back to the college... Now as the college is about to end, i guess there has been an outflow of emotions though not as much... i guess there is a dam of emotions ready to be broken and flood the memories of the past spent here...

The days spent in this so called jail were really the precious 4years of our life... learn to cope up with friends... let things go by... share things... psychology and mentality were things and subjects though not taught in engineering but neways are an integral part of it...

As my friends prepare to depart to their native places i feel lonelier than the rest... no place to go as of now... will hav to stay in this filthy area with all the grime for my company... Suddenly this entire bubble is going to burst and we will be called ENGINEERS..... for the gud or the bad....

Today i feel really emotional though i myself cant acknowledge the reason... Something about the things which people wrote in the diary i gav is also eating me up... Theres more of fiction in them then reality.... it makes the entire sacrifice i gave in the name flexibility seem waste...

I jus ask....
Do people hate some1 better
Or is it that i'm a goner really...

all said and done... There are still people who are with me... suddenly the cold shoulders of people I misunderstood feel a lot warmer...

i hav seen many faces... The people i admired and respected really betrayed my trust (though not all of them...)... Then there are some people who make me think i shouldn't hav gone deep in my friendships...

The best thing i tested and certify is that Girls r the reason for every fight between men... C u soon......

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Start of history

today on the 13th of june i hav published my first blog... life gud... actually too gud... life has given me more than i expect at this particular point of time. lots of people out there mention bout their life on the blogs nd i join the bandwagon 2day...

lifes been a tough decision... from studying in the ahmedabad city to goin to the alien down south... didnt know it would work out so well... im goin to go to my final year of engineering and m already placed in a company known for its professionalism...